Simplicity.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

[reihana]

yatta~ first theory paper - chemistry... well... abt that.... it was ok.. it wasnt really a hard paper but lets just say that i kinda screwed up again! argh.. gotta work on my physics now... well i shant ruin my entry with my exam. but...

today, ima n yani came over to my hse to study humanities... well, we heard sounds of a lil kitten... we went to look for it, we manage to get close to the kitten, but it hid under a concrete... oh well... the drain had water in it.. poor kitty was stuck there the whole day.. my mum told me to try and save it and bring it home to dry it clean and give it something warm... BUT, the kitty just wouldnt come out!!!! ... so i left it alone and went to study.. i thought i should try again later... I THOUGHT!!! .. now, it will never come true!

yani is gonna sleepover at my place.. so we sent ima to the main road to get a cab.. it was already 11 pm... but as we were walking to the main road, a car drove out of a house nearby ... It seemed to have gone over a small rock and it seemed to have jolted a lil... the driver stopped nearby and all of us were like looking at his white n black car!!! SUDDENLY, i saw something on the road!!!! my poor lil white kitty!!!! its boty was disoriented and its head was partially squashed... its eyes- i couldnt see them! .. i took a closer look at it and simply froze there in doldrums! the car drove off only to return few minutes after that... i stood there crying... ima n yani were like telling me to relax and go home and inform my mum.... but i simply couldnt leave the kitty alone.. i was afraid another car would go over it! so ima n yani took care of the kitten while i ran home to inform my mum! My mum followed me to the 'murder scene'. She said alil prayer and placed the kitty in a plastic bag . She took a shovel and tried digging the field nearby. it was like a freaking rock field, we couldnt dig out a small hole for the kitty!! dammit!! i couldnt stop crying. Ima was consoling me while yani helped my mum find a soft spot.. well in the end we couldnt find any so my mum place the kitty in the river hoping that it will flow out to sea.. [again i was crying lots.]

after sending ima, yani and i saw more kittens at the back alley. 3 of them. they seem to be looking around. yani said they could be looking for that poor lil kitty.. but i chose to believe that they were looking for food. When i got home, i spoke to my granduncle in Lombok. He said, its good that i showed to compassion but i must control my feelings as everything is predestined.Yani and i talked abt cats after that and all my experience with cats only to set off a tsunami of tears.. damn... ok we went back to studying and listening music and blogging... My mum came in to knock some senses into me.. OH WELL, im much better now, but that grotesque scene is still in my mind.... that kitty has been noisy tha whole day. when i tried to save it , it hid itself. Somehow now i feel , its been calling out for me so that i would save it after death to burry it somewhere [if u dun get this part, its ok.] Many flashbacks of my other cats soon came rushing to me.. argh!!... gonna study now...

may that lil kitty rest in peace..

love, reihana,yani and ima

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