Simplicity.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

woot.. okok.. i guess, i'll start updating quite often.. hehe.. o level results out.. hahax.. well, shant talk much abt it..

waiting fer my nxt allowance.. hahax.. *money, money* lolz.. work, work, work n work.. still thinking if i shld continue working when skl starts.. hmm.. tough decision.. hehe.. oh yea.. hav been disturbing ima.. ima, serves u rite.. hu ask u to bully me.. hahax.. i'm so gonna disturb u.. plus, yayi wafa is on my side.. wait til i tel k.heidi abt it.. muahaha.. haix.. working frm 6-10.30 again today.. haix.. boredom!!! hmmm.. oh, tt idiotic cumin work 2dae.. HAIX!!!

v day cumin.. hahax..or rather friendship day is cumin.. wee~ oh yea.. dina!! went is e nxt tym we're gonna meet huh?? drag tt ima along.. den i'l tel ya wat's been goin on.. hahax.. let's bully her.. hahax.. n u.. hope u've been enjoying urself huh.. lolz..

nth much to upodate.. rei, wil only update when she's at japan.. yea.. sad huh.. lolz.. till here ppl..

♥ 2:14 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

[YaNi]

arghhh!!!!!!! my turn to blog.. hahax.. after dis wil be rei's turned.. muahahahaha... anyway, o level results cumin out dis thurs!!! oh no!!! argh!! aiya.. i guess, it's too late to regret n bla, bla, bla.. it's all abt e amt of hardwork u've put in.. yea.. well, tt doesnt mean tt i dun feel worried abt it at all huh.. hmm.. well, wateva e outcome wil b, life has to go on.. n talkin abt thurs, both ima n me are working after tt.. yea..

talkin abt work, tml's wafa's bdae.. hahax.. tt grandfather of ours is getting old!! muahaha.. bought him a card actuali.. alr gav him.. hahax.. hav been goin hme wid him if i work night shift.. cox nw he's goin hme alone since ibrahim gt his bike.. oh yea... ibrahim.. he had an accident on sun morn?? yea.. der goes he's brand new gilera.. haix.. well, i guess wateva happened is a lesson to learn.. yea.. after wat he did to wafa.. hmm.. he's condition was pretty bad.. well, jux hope tt he'll get well soon n back as per norm asap.. n most imptly HE's givin him another chance to continue his life.. so, hope he treasure tt..

hav been hanging out wid ima n dina quite frequently.. n where did we go?? vivo!! hahax.. oh yea.. we had so much fun.. lolz.. n obviously, NOT FORGETTIN, my dearest adik, REI.. on n off i'll contact her n update her of wat has been goin on in my life.. but most of e tym, we'll talk abt dbsk n moments of our life.. hehehe.. plus, she's nw having her jap class.. hahax..

ima.. hahax.. she's changing.. n ima, u changed nt bcox of anyone bt u, URSELF!! me n dina cn tel u nt to do dis n tt, bt e decision is urs.. it's gd tt u changed e way u present urself, dressing up n most imptly nt to brag!! hahax.. bdk2 kecik jek brag tau.. hahax.. bt 1 thing nv changed.. complain!! hahax.. too bad larhx.. pisces lyks to complain.. hahax.. treasure every single moments tt u hav girl.. hahax.. once it's gone it'll never come back.. anth cn happen within a split sec.. n rmbr dis.. u, m n dina.. our fav line.. ''Allah tu maha berkuase.. everythin is written'' =)

well, i guess, till nw yea.. hahax.. n good luck peeps fer ur results.. =)

pssst: Rei!! it's ur turn nw!! hehehe

♥ 1:13 PM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

[Rei]

“Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.”

- Erica Jong

you already know the answer to your questions but you're afraid of risking it. No matter how hard you try to go forward knowing the answer at the back of your mind, you're held back by your lack of determination. You are not strong willed.

A mask that you wear everyday is beginnning to crumble under pressure. What pressure!? Its your insecurity. You are beginning to feel the strain . every cell in you is beginning to give up. You'd start to get cranky, moody, pessimistic and overly sensitive. you'd start to imagine a lot of stuff. You'll let your imagination run wild, thinking abt all the possibilities that something bad will happen to you forever. You keep yourself busy , drowning yourself in sorrows. That's the irony of life. When we know that there are better things to expect in life, in the world, we allow ourselves to succumb to the anguish that we created or those that we allowed to remain.

So every time when someone gives you an advice, you'd start to reflect and you'd soon come to tell yourself : "Hey i knew that all along BUT... "

or as the person is talking to you, you'd go : "yea i know.. that's how i felt etc etc BUT..."

YOU SEE !! that's the irony . You always seem to know BUT you'd fail to see that doing what you know is the best as it would slowly lead you to other avenues in life that will allow you to make better choices and increases the creditability of your judgements as you go along. You're just afraid of going ahead with what you think/believe cause you're afraid of falling over and over again. and because you're tired of having to find yourself in miseries.

"Nothing in life can hurt you except yourself, and of course barbed wire, but that's another story. "

- anonymous

So, an injury caused by a barb wire is physical. It heals with time. Taking proper care of the wound, knowing how to treat it, you'd recover.

Even still, an injury of the 'heart' may be emotional [psycological]. It definitely would heal over time. You'd have to know how to work out your emotional state of mind. Think through stuff properly and not biasly! You will definitely have negative thoughts along the process of 'healing' . BUT once again, its up to you to stay strong willed and recover .

In life, people get hurt emotionally many times . Couple fights, Friendship squabbles, Parent-Child different ideology, Work misunderstandings etc etc. HOWEVER, all these events in life, are not the real cause of your agony. GOD!? No way!. :)

So who is it .. really!? ITS YOU!!

"The need of self repression is the ultimate excuse of running away from your problems."

-Reihana Fujiwara

so think about that.

♥ 2:10 PM