i hav my reasons y dis blog is pte.. i jux nd some space.. onli cls ones wil b able to read..

ppl r jux takin advantage of me.. i reali wonder if i'm reali too nice.. cn someone shake me n tel me wats gg on actuali?

i didnt go fr k,nisha nye weddin.. sori ar.. n so i reach lavender n it was raining damn freakin heavily larhx.. though farhanah brought umbrella.. so i called her up.. haix.. member pn tk bawa payung.. ran to werk.. haix..

ok.. i think werk is reali a super chaotic 1.. no more heaven.. it's more lyk a hell.. k.sha had to werk full.. haix.. kesian.. thanks ehk shalu.. sometimes, ppl r jus plainly selfish.. i dunno r.. they alwys think abt emselves thinkin tt onli em live in dis wrld.. haix.. mcm2 org ade pt dunia ni.. haix..

i'm seriously so sick n tired of evry single shits tt happened.. yes, evrythin tt happen, happened fr a reason.. bt, thinkin tt things r gettin out of hand, i'm so sick n tired of it.. i jux hope tt i cn go far far away frm evrthin n evryone.. der's no 1 tt cn b trusted anymore.. ppl r jux plainly hypocrites n wil onli b nice when they ought to gt smth..

i hate dis feelin.. n i dun wan to go another moment of depression.. it sux.. i hate it when i cry fr no reason..

i aint gettin any younger.. tym's runnin.. fad asked me a veri bonus qns.. it's easy to say fad.. bt, i'm e one tt hav to go through all these.. i aint hav any strength anymore.. yes.. i do feel awkward.. bt, wat cn i do? turn back e tym n b a baby again? tt's impossible.. i dunno if i shld hate myself..

ya allah pls gimme strength to move on.. get me back on e right track again pls..

♥ 12:22 AM